sayang II

hai...

sorry its been a year i didnt updte this blog.. kind of malas lol. so today is 3July2018. okayla harini takmau bagi pembuka bicara apa. sebab mandom sangat :( baru ja gaduh petang tadi....sobs sobss i is sad. tula buat perangai lagi. hmm. okayla cita dia ceni, petang tadi i was asking him abt someone and she is one of my friend. But he already annoyed with it. he said i keep troubling myself by thinking bout them, they dont even bother bout me either. hm, so i was a little bit touch by his word. i just cant, im really soft i think? uhm, sikit sikit nangeh hukhuk. sedihhhhhhhhhhh bodo ahhhhhh. pastu gaduh2 dia tiba cakap harini serabut sebab ada 2 paper kena drop and berkemungkinan kena extend sem. and he said "awak tauuu paaaaaa duk care pasai kawan awak yang dah memang jelas bengap ja" and i was like hmmmmm ok fine...............lagi sentap la kita ni kan. mana nak tau apa yg dia hadap harini huwaaaaaaaaaaaa dia pun tak cerita lagi sobs sobs.. tapi yalah maybe dia pun duk tunggu masa yang sesuai laa kut nak cer kann tggu balik rumah dulu ka cana tapi tataulaa.. hmm salah jugaklaa dah duk tak duk, duk tambah lagi serabut kawan tu hm memang mendapatkan laa kan :') huwaa i is sad. rasa bersalah sangat. but ive already ask for apologize, dah cuba pujuk dahh..tpi tak reply gi. maybe sleep kut yala serabut kan. hukhuk. okbye nak sambung nangeh :(

sayang

hai gais! salam ramadhan.

as usually...........but today nak cerita apa eh? ive no idea actually but still nak cerita, tak salah kan? huhu. okaylah i cerita abt him. where should i start? hahaha, ok start with his perangai. he is someone yang kuat sgt jeles even if im tweeting with his friend urm repeat HIS FRIEND. if tgh chat and tetiba dia moody moody tu dah tahu sgtlah kenapa haha mesti ada something wrong lah. so mmg boleh tangkap, haha even dekat sekolah pun dia jeles i rapat dgn classmate lain, inikan pulak in social media . hahaha tapi i tak kisah pun dia nk jeles, by that i know he loves me soo much! hikhik so dua hari lepas centu kami gaduh, sebabnya dia main game tak ingt dunia. tak i get angry bcs that night i wasnt sleepy and i didnt want to sleep so i was waiting for him to end his game after onehour he text me and told me that he had done so i asked when will him continue and guess what he said "nak sambung la ni" dahtu terus tinggal lastseen. like what?! i was waiting for u man, terus jadi berangin haa kita ni. and i retweet la someone tweet that said "klau ada awek utk isi kekosongan ja, kau mmg anjing" soooooooooo dia pun terasa lah with that dia ckp "cakap jala i anjing, taksusah pun" i mcam WHAT? kenapa nak terasa i didnt meant for him pun that tweet. nk terasa lebih2 pulak dia ekele, its just reminder ja supaya dia tak anggap i ni just to fill his emptiness sekali tgok dia makan dalam pulak. hahaha, so mencetuslah pergaduhannya disitu. jadi jugak lah scene airmata tu kan well me being so manja kahkah. malam tu gaduh and i tidur centu ja besok chat pun i reply dingin, mana taknya dia sgt menghampakan i dgn ayat2 dia hmmm cedih hahaha. so lastly dia pujuk gak :p kononnya "sayang sgt2" hehehe :p so sekarang dah baik! gitu jelah gaduhnye. so entry ni sebenarnya nk cerita abt what? lol mcam merepek kan, takpalah tq for those yg sabar baca haha.

tolerate with each other, things get better

xoxo, M